Monday, August 31, 2009

A Dialoging Session Experience

This was written by Donna A after experiencing a Dialog Session with ITSC: In The Spirit Coaching.

As I sat waiting for the seconds to dissolve into reality, I felt the knot in my stomach tighten. "What was I supposed to say? What if I said something stupid?"

A well-deserved deep breath, and we started the dialogue, each of us with a smile on our faces and excitement in the air.

Sitting there in the third-person form, I felt myself answering questions as if it were predestined.

"So, Donna, what is your most important desire right now?", asked Mary Ann. "My need of a car", I said. It is a desperate need. My inner feelings were suppressed, yet my mouth shared exactly what was needed to allow Dave to pick up the location of my car – Lely. My daughter and I had today driven to Port Charlotte as I had felt the "pull" to do so, but the first car we drove broke down and we knew it wasn't "right". (Hmm, we both listened to our "feelings") So this week I will focus on the Lely, South Naples area.

The loss of my son…..listening to the show on Wednesday 8/26 I "remembered" and was reassured that it was ok to "want" good things for me. One of these "good things" was to be able to hear my son when I spoke to him. As we delved into the heart of this topic, it was presented to me that my son and I, as well, are "Ascended Masters". I thought to myself, "The only 'Master' I am is mastering the clean-up after my beloved animals each day",
It was amazing to be told that my son and I are actually "soul mates" and we can never be parted. Maybe the physical from the non-physical, but that's the only separation factor. Such a positive reinforcement of a negative heart-dart that has been piercing my heart for so many years.
Being an Ascended Master also explains why he and I have so many talents for which we never actually had training – we have done them before. Here, again, bringing into fruition the TBF factor.

Loss of work – well, shock of the day! Quickbooks is only my mainstay, writing is my forte' and it is going to become a reality when "I" get out of the way. Not only did I realize that I am my own worst enemy, but I have "writings' that are being stifled by my self-doubt.
One example is my immediate response from a publisher when I joined a literary website. He advised me to get a literary agent as they work through agents only and he is interested in publishing my latest book.
As I shared a recent journey with a pen-pal, he wrote back and advised me to Google a literary agent.
The third confirmation came this evening as we talked and Dave told me "to Google a literary agent", although he had no idea of the 2 previous "signs".
Can I be so blinded as not to see the opportunities right in front of my eyes???

My son said to me before he died, "Mom, pay close attention to "signs" – each of them mean something!".

Most of the time during the hour and a half talk show (which seemed 5 minutes long) I sat there, mouth opened in amazement as I was made aware of "signs", life lessons and impending paths that were being opened up for my acting upon for the enrichment of my life.
"Remembering" these life situations has given me the courage to pay attention to my "feelings" as there is an entire new journey for me to grasp from within my inner being.

"I AM A WRITER!". 8/31/09 da

To hear Donna's Session got to Her show aired August 30th 2009.


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